Might As Well.

To be honest with you I don't even know what I'm about to blog about. I am currently locked out of the house so I figured I might as well make a post since I haven't in a long time. 

So much yet so little has gone on in the past month. I feel so busy but then I realize I'm really not. My schedule currently consists of work, class, gym, bed. Yes, I did add 'gym' in there. I went and got a gym pass at Planet Fitness and paid for it with my own money so that I will actually take it seriously and use it...because I'm paying for it. So far, it has worked out great! I go almost everyday and I actually enjoy it. I guess its easy to go though because being here in Utah Valley causes me to not have a lot of friends because most of them are somewhere else going to school. The ones that are in "hanging out range" of me are at BYU and have their group of friends that they hang out with there. Its really fine though because now I have time to go to the gym! 

...I'm thinking about moving out next semester. I miss being in the roommate situation...

Also, apparently word travels fast around here because I've already had people asking about the Nic situation. I'm not going to go into great detail about it because it's personal but yes, I did "technically" "write him off". I don't like to call it "writing him off" though because I will still write him every once in a while--just not as his girlfriend. I still fully expect to date him when he gets home. But for now, he is in New Mexico and I am in Utah and we need to make the best of both of our situations. As much as I said I would date while he was gone...I just haven't. I've been on 1 date. The reason I haven't dated is because I feel bad both for Nic who is wondering what his girlfriend is doing on a date and for the boy who asks me out. I just need to take a step back, date, and see what happens when he gets home.  And he needs to concentrate on his mission. I think that if everything works out in the end we will be even closer for going through this together. 

So thats that. My life in a nutshell right now. Thanks for reading y'all! 

I'm Officially Official.

Bam.

Judgement.

Today I was driving in my car with my sisters and I realized something; If Tiff and I weren't sisters, we probably wouldn't be friends. We are both so completely different, our paths would just never cross. And if they did, we probably wouldn't be too fond of each other. Then I realized something else; I really do have some of my best memories with her. She makes me laugh harder than anyone I know. I realized that I judge people too easily. I have passed up so many good friendships because I judge too easily. If you don't have a good first impression with me--you've pretty much blown it. I hate that about myself. Its like if I make a judgement of someone and come to find out that I was wrong about that person, I have too much pride to realize I was wrong and so I just don't become friends with them. 

New Goal: Don't judge so easily. I'm not perfect either. Obviously. 

   

Things Are Changing.

Most of you already know this but I figured I should share my plans for the next year with the blogging world. Ready for the big news? *Drum Roll Please...*
I'M NOT GOING BACK UP TO UTAH STATE THIS FALL! Shocking, right?
Instead, I am living at home in good ol' Pleasant Grove. I will be working full time as the assistant of my parents at Prudential Utah Real Estate. Taking pictures of their listings, putting them on the MLS, going to meetings, managing their website/blog/facebook pages, etc. I will also be going to UVU for night classes getting all my generals done and probably taking the Real Estate class as well to get my license by the end of the semester. Killing two birds with one stone and getting college credit as well as my license. BAM. My favorite part about staying down here though is that I will also be interning for a videographer filming weddings. I just need to email him and set everything up. I should start in the next couple weeks. If you know me, for the past year I have been really interested in videography. I love to make videos of EVERYTHING. Ask my roommates. Days at the park, friends at the rope swing up the canyon, Belize, etc. I would absolutely LOVE to be able to someday be a well known videographer for weddings. Its my dream. But at the same time, I understand how hard it is to get into that "world" so I plan to make money by doing Real Estate and interning in the videography world for now. Hopefully things go right and I have some sort of God-given gift at it. ha. We'll just have to see.
The past week I went to Powell with some friends and family and had an absolute blast. It was the perfect way to end the summer! One more week til school starts!

Long Time Coming.

Well, I've been home for 5 days now and I have yet to blog about my amazing trip to Belize. I sincerely apologize for the wait. But without further adieu here is my "Farewell to Belize" post.
*Deep Breath*
Two words. UH Mazing. This summer was by far the most incredible summer I have had. And its thanks to so many of you that I was able to experience all the things I did. I learned so much about myself this summer its crazy. (Or in the new words of my family, "Cray, cray"). I met some of the most amazing people this summer. Some were people who lived in Belize and some were the people that came down with me. I made some great friends that I'm sure I will keep for the rest of my life. I met some people and children in Belize that I will forever remember. Those kids at the orphanage and Faith Nazarene School will always hold a special place in my heart. It was so surreal to walk away from them for the last time and realize that most likely I will never see them again, ever. Just sitting here and thinking about it is making me teary eyed. I'm so glad I took lots of video of them so I can listen to their voices whenever I want. Its just so sad to think that they might forget about me in the next month. I will just be another volunteer that came to their school. When to me, they are that special little boy/girl that made a humungous difference in my life. I'm proud to say I know most of them by name. Granted, I'll probably forget some of their names in the next month as well, but I learned so much from them. They taught me how to love unconditionally. They taught me that worldly things don't make a happy person. They taught me the importance of accepting everyone for who they are. They taught me to not be so quick to judge. The members of the Santa Elena Branch taught me the importance of having a real relationship with my Heavenly Father. Their testimonies are so... raw, for the lack of a better word, down there. Every prayer is different, every testimony sincerely said. Prayers and testimonies are great here in the states too, but its just...different there.
Completed Projects:
*Sacred Heart College Garden
*Benefit Dinner for Mary Open Doors (home for battered women)
*Two week computer course
*Month long reading camp at the Faith Nazarene School
*Sports Camp at an Kings Orphanage
*Visiting Marla's (home for girls)
*Painting and Ramps at near by school
*Repainting of windows at a near by school
*Peace Camp at George Price Center
*Octavia Weight (home for elderly people most with disabilities)
We did a lot this summer and I can't even tell you how blessed I am to have participated in these projects. The people there make it all worth it.
Weekend Trips:
*Xunantunich (Mayan ruins)
*Caye Caulker
*Tikal
*Zip-lining
*ATM Cave Spelunking
*Kayaking
I saw a lot of cool places and things this summer as well. I had to take advantage of my surroundings while I was down there. Tikal and ATM Caves were definitely the two favorite.

Since being home I have realized how extremely blessed I am. Its crazy to come home and have cold water come out of the fridge to drink. To have warm water come out of the shower. To not be constantly sweating because we have AC. To not have to manually fill the washer with water to clean my clothes. To have a dryer instead of hang drying my clothes. To have a real bed to sleep in. To have internet access at all times. To have carpet and tile and wood flooring that isn't covered in dirt. And so on and so forth. We are so incredibly blessed here in the states.

I am so happy to be home and in the presence of my friends and family. Belize, just like I said before, was such an amazing experience. I think I matured a lot from it and learned lessons that I will use for the rest of my life. And hey, I even lost a couple pounds! Woot woot! Now for my favorite part, PICTURES. 

Moses and I. Miss this little boy so much.

Jasmyn and I at the orphanage

Jasmyn teaching at the reading camp

The boys doing their health lesson

Jez and her class. Beautiful scenery, right?

Saying bye to Jasmyn at the aiport!

Mark, the owner of Flayvas. We went to Flayvas a lot to get internet

Kasey. I taught her class at the Naz school and then found her at church!

Some of us on some of our last sunday.

Girlies. We're crazy! 

Kasey, Andi, and I

We lived in San Igancio and thought this was a funny sign.

Painting windows! 

Miran and Jeff

Moses and I again

Miran, Moses, and I. Looks like we're a family. ahaha

Jeff, Moses, and I

Jeff and I with Moses and Leilani

Isn't he just the cutest thing you've ever seen?

My turn to say goodbye! My country directors, Amanda and Hilary

Mine and Taylors last picture in Belize.

This is Kelsey. He wanted my shoes so I left them for him. Take good care of them, Kels!

Sorry for the long post and the mass amount of pictures. It was a blast! And you better Belize I loved every second. Goodbye Belize. I'll sure miss you. 

Computer Classes DONE.

This week was the second and last week of computer classes. It went really well! I don't have a lot of time to talk though so if you really care you'll just have to talk to me about it when I get home in 12 days! Also, ziplining was a complete blast! Loved it! 

Ziplining 

New favorite snack. Fried plantains. Mmm.  

Me and some of the girls in the computer class. 

Crazzzyy. 

I Can't Come Up With A Clever Title.

Holy cow this week flew by! Everyday I had to travel an hour to Belmopan to teach computer classes. Taylor came with me everyday and Jeff and Hilary switched off. Computer classes went fairly well. Its just hard to teach a class of 25 kids all at different levels. Some of them are putting borders on their Word Docs while others don't even know how to control the mouse. We split the classes into age groups but there are still problems with some kids being more advanced. Also, its hard to teach kids how to type when the internet only works when it wants to and you're trying to use a free typing game online. One day we just had to stand at the front of the room and say letters for them to type…effective, right? Not really. Another problem was that not all of them had the same version of Microsoft Word so when I say, "Go to file --> new" some of them don't even have the file button. I feel like I'm prepared but something still seems to go wrong everyday. Even still, I enjoy it. I really do. The kids are great. One of the girls was like, "Miss Ali! I can type "sad" without looking at the keys!" She then proceeded to show me and it was the cutest thing. Its moments like those that make it all worth it. Since its hard to get all the kids on the same page we decided to make next weeks classes a little longer so we can get more done. Hopefully that goes well! 

Each day after computer classes we have been going to an orphanage and playing sports with the kids. The orphanage is a mad house. No organization AT ALL. Its so sad to see all those kids live in conditions like that. All the kids smell. BAD. Even the little ones that shouldn't have B.O. yet. We're doing sports camps with them, but a new kid just got here, Jason, and he wants to do a health clinic at the orphanage. I sure hope he follows through with that one and teaches these kids the importance of cleanliness. I thoroughly enjoy playing with the kids despite the smells. They are so dang cute. I'm not sure why, but I'm drawn to the teenage boys. My heart just hurts for them. Its weird, I know. But I just want to sit them down and tell them that this isn't all that life has to offer. And I just want to make sure that they don't get into drugs and alcohol and stuff like that. The two kids in the fourth picture with me are my absolute favorite. Ashton (red) and Kelsey (gray). Someone please adopt them?! 

Well, thats all for now! We're going ziplining in the morning so I'll let ya know how that goes! As Kip (from Napoleon Dynamite) would say, Peace out. 

Jeff with Deon and Jason

Playing soccer! 

Ashton and Kelsey. My favorite!

Darwin

Jeff and Deon

Me and Jason and James 

Computer classes!