Thursday, September 27, 2012

Just Like When I Was Little

When I was younger I wanted to be an interior designer. I used to switch up my room all the time. Rearranging furniture, changing pictures, etc. I would start to clean my room just to straighten up and it would turn into full blown Extreme Home Makeover: Bedroom Edition.
Well, it happened again tonight. I went to my room to fold/hang some laundry (that had been sitting there for probably a week...sue me) and I ended up spending two hours rearranging, cleaning, looking at pictures, and blasting TSwift. I think cleaning my room calms me. It lets me have time to think. I dread starting to clean my room but once I start I just can't stop.
I really don't have much to show for my Interior Design dreams because I don't have the talent to back them up. But here are some pictures of my room post Extreme Home MakeOver.
The ones of my maxi skirts hanging are showing how creative I had to get with that because there isn't a place in my closet to hang long dresses or skirts. It's quite annoying.



Friday, September 21, 2012

Might As Well.

To be honest with you I don't even know what I'm about to blog about. I am currently locked out of the house so I figured I might as well make a post since I haven't in a long time. 
So much yet so little has gone on in the past month. I feel so busy but then I realize I'm really not. My schedule currently consists of work, class, gym, bed. Yes, I did add 'gym' in there. I went and got a gym pass at Planet Fitness and paid for it with my own money so that I will actually take it seriously and use it...because I'm paying for it. So far, it has worked out great! I go almost everyday and I actually enjoy it. I guess its easy to go though because being here in Utah Valley causes me to not have a lot of friends because most of them are somewhere else going to school. The ones that are in "hanging out range" of me are at BYU and have their group of friends that they hang out with there. Its really fine though because now I have time to go to the gym! 
...I'm thinking about moving out next semester. I miss being in the roommate situation...
Also, apparently word travels fast around here because I've already had people asking about the Nic situation. I'm not going to go into great detail about it because it's personal but yes, I did "technically" "write him off". I don't like to call it "writing him off" though because I will still write him every once in a while--just not as his girlfriend. I still fully expect to date him when he gets home. But for now, he is in New Mexico and I am in Utah and we need to make the best of both of our situations. As much as I said I would date while he was gone...I just haven't. I've been on 1 date. The reason I haven't dated is because I feel bad both for Nic who is wondering what his girlfriend is doing on a date and for the boy who asks me out. I just need to take a step back, date, and see what happens when he gets home.  And he needs to concentrate on his mission. I think that if everything works out in the end we will be even closer for going through this together. 





So thats that. My life in a nutshell right now. Thanks for reading y'all!