Friday, September 21, 2012

Might As Well.

To be honest with you I don't even know what I'm about to blog about. I am currently locked out of the house so I figured I might as well make a post since I haven't in a long time. 
So much yet so little has gone on in the past month. I feel so busy but then I realize I'm really not. My schedule currently consists of work, class, gym, bed. Yes, I did add 'gym' in there. I went and got a gym pass at Planet Fitness and paid for it with my own money so that I will actually take it seriously and use it...because I'm paying for it. So far, it has worked out great! I go almost everyday and I actually enjoy it. I guess its easy to go though because being here in Utah Valley causes me to not have a lot of friends because most of them are somewhere else going to school. The ones that are in "hanging out range" of me are at BYU and have their group of friends that they hang out with there. Its really fine though because now I have time to go to the gym! 
...I'm thinking about moving out next semester. I miss being in the roommate situation...
Also, apparently word travels fast around here because I've already had people asking about the Nic situation. I'm not going to go into great detail about it because it's personal but yes, I did "technically" "write him off". I don't like to call it "writing him off" though because I will still write him every once in a while--just not as his girlfriend. I still fully expect to date him when he gets home. But for now, he is in New Mexico and I am in Utah and we need to make the best of both of our situations. As much as I said I would date while he was gone...I just haven't. I've been on 1 date. The reason I haven't dated is because I feel bad both for Nic who is wondering what his girlfriend is doing on a date and for the boy who asks me out. I just need to take a step back, date, and see what happens when he gets home.  And he needs to concentrate on his mission. I think that if everything works out in the end we will be even closer for going through this together. 

So thats that. My life in a nutshell right now. Thanks for reading y'all! 


  1. Alison I just had to let you know you are awesome. You deserve to be happy and enjoy all thats been going on with you! Im sure that things have been hard in the Nic situation. We both know Nic cares for you and wants you happy. You BOTH are happy spirits. Things will work out for the best. Im sure of it :) Good luck at UVU and your new job. See ya around ;)

  2. Chandra, I'm not sure why, but I just barely saw this comment. Thanks so much! You're the best! Love ya!